Father Time

It's been a long, long 2 years.......in fact 2 years , 13 days and 6 hours since I posted......I have visited Cosmo's blog so many time's, looked through our initial posts and read the comments and watched hundreds of times the beautiful memorial videos and cried a river or 5. I read/heard somewhere that if a human dies it takes roughly 2 years to get over their passing....how can a specific amount of time be attached to someone be it on 2 legs or 4 legs that brought so much joy and happiness and ''magic'' to your life ? that loved you unconditionally and never doubted you, that knew it was the two of you at times against the world......I always knew my beloved Cossie, my bubba, my Starshine would go before me as sadly this is a dog's only fault, they live such fewer years than us, but when he did go so quickly with no real notice or hint I felt so bitter and angry as though many years had been stolen from me. I had always wished, hoped and dreamed we would move together through time for at least another 5-6 years, in England the oldest Yorkie at the time was 22, I would say to Cossie, ''Bubba....you are gonna beat that, you will get to 25 ok ?'', and he would look at me with his beautiful amber rimmed eyes and so ''Otay's mummy'', and boy did he try. What has happened over time is my grief has slowly, very slowly turned into gratitude....for the special times we had, treasured moments, beautiful trips and ohhhhh so many hugs and cuddles where no words or woofs were needed. Cossie had this look....captured in so many pictures which poured out his love for me, and as I spoke to him he would make these little noises of agreement, enjoyment and pure revelment at being so very loved....I take a small amount of comfort (on his part too)that I didn't see him grow frail, old and gray, struggling to walk ( barring his last few days on earth with me ), I was and am so very grateful to have had those last few days to not only say goodbye but to thank that darling boy for being a part of my life, my family.....of travelling a large part of the world with me, loving me and protecting me as though he was a giant bear at times. Cos was one in a million and I know he is the brightest star shining down, forever looking over me, but happy we adopted his little sister Milly who is so very different but so very special who just wants to love and be loved by all those she meets, people say ''boy she landed on her paws'' but it was us who landed on our feet in finding/rescueing Milly, she is a pure joy to be around and she knows I have needed time, our relationship grows closer day by day as she knows she is loved and will forever be protected and taken care of.....such a daddy's girl but that suits us all so beautifully as I slowly wade through the treacle of grief but we laugh so much together and Milly ensures she kisses us at least 500 times a day as her way of saying ''Thank you, I love you'' !!! I would still give my all to have one more moment with my little Bubba, I sometimes see him in my dreams but I wish for it too much and it's as though he knows I am not yet ready but I speak to him every day and realise that even having had a few minutes with such a special little boy was a miracle in itself for which I will be forever grateful. Your mummy, Leigh xxxxxx #ILoveYouToTheMoon&Back

Memorial video March 19th 2014

Above is the memorial video, made on March 19th, 2014.........We made the journey to Wales on my birthday for Cosmo to join his brother Dilly and sister Pwecious.......Dilly had passed away last August and we had travelled last September to do a special service for him......I had no idea we would be back so soon to do a second service....Pwecious passed away in 2012 and her momma sent some of her to us to place in a special urn with some of Cosmo to be buried under the apple tree where Dilly was already waiting...all 3 were known as the ''3'' Amigo's on facebook and are now reunited, together always...ready for new adventures. My little rescue yorky Milly came too and has a little appearance both visually and then vocally, she is settling in really well. A rescue comes with unknown baggage and has very different needs to a puppy you get that only knows love, kindness and compassion....but she is a love-bug and we will always be there for her. I still grieve for Cosmo so very much but have such gratitude for every minute/day/year I had with him.....my darling son.

Cosmo's legacy

AND COSMO's LEGACY LIVES ON.................... This is a clip from the Daily Mail, 8th March 2014 in England. It was written as a reply to a lady who has a little dog who is on its way to Rainbow Bridge. Bel Mooney, who wrote about the passing of Cosmopolitan Cosmic in the same paper on the 15th Feb, advised her on what she thought she should do. She was at the funeral of Cosmo with myself and other guests........this second article touched me so much, if Cosmo's passing can help save the life of one rescue dog, then his mission is still alive. God Bless you Cosmo my darling boy, you are still working up there. xxx

mills, piglet & poo (+playlist)

Where have you gone my darling son, beyond the rainbow bridge you run, you are roaming wild and free, beyond the rainbow without me, and you run....my darling son, and when the day is almost done, and the songs have all been sung, and the bells have all been rung, where do you run my darling son ? you run with me......because your footprints are embedded in my heart. Cosmopolitan Cowderoy 1st Feb 2005 - 9th Feb 2014

Tribute to Cosmo Cowderoy

This beautiful tribute was made by Cosmo's brother Nicky, the beauty in it contains many special ''unknowns'', one was that the first song ''Tear's in heaven'' was the song I had thought of for when this heart breaking day would happen, two, that Cosmo was still alive when we first viewed it, we watched it together and I realised as tears fell on his darling silky head those tears would go with him and eventually turn into millions of kisses, one for every day until we meet again and three, how incredibly loved Cosmo was by a very special brother, our Nicky Nacky Noo xxx

For Leigh

A beautiful tribute by Cosmo's loving sister Susan Kelly xxx The words sum us up exactly.

Tribute

A dear friend, Bel Mooney whom we met via her book ''A small Dog saved my life'' and then via her dog Bonnie's facebook page not only attended my darling boy's cremation but also wrote the most fitting tribute in the Daily Mail on Saturday 15th February............here it is

The Rainbow bridge called me on the 9th February 2014, 8 day's after my 9th birthday.........this is the start of my amazing tribute page started by my wunnerful friends and family on facebook.......it's helping my mummy sooooooo much

This is part one of a tribute page on facebook..........here is the main link https://www.facebook.com/events/743207932365846/

Easter Video of Cosmo the Bunny

Long time no woof !

Hewwwwwo my dear pals......well, whatz kan I say cept we haz been ''VERY'' bad at updating my blog for many reasons BUT we iz back and haz soooooo much to update you on, I did get married !!! to my wunnerful fiance Prissy Brenner-Cowderoy on da 31st December !!! I waz da luckiest man ever and da pickture above waz my weddinks outfit........me had a werry luvvly Tuxedo Bowdana and my werry own crown !!! me willz get piktures ob my bootiful wife Prissy but my poota is playinks up at da momint. We had a luvvly Kissmass and I was werry spoilt......cards & gifts & luv's and hugs........me haz also now taken to sleepinks in bed ALL nite wiv mum and beinks a real fidget bum (so mum says) but I iz da COSMO, I da dog wiv a bob & a blog so I allowed *puts paws on hips*......ooooh on da 1st Feb it waz my 8th Burfday so I weally growinks up......den we hadz Valentines day and now we juzz kant beleebs we iz near da end of Febwuary....where haz da time gone ? Me wills try weally hard to update more wegularlee otays pals ? Me haz missed youse xxx I see you all weally soon....lozza luv, da Cosmo xxx

Precious Final Take

Hope youse ALL enjoyed it pals xxxx

Pwecious : The Movie

Some of you willz hab wead about my wunnerful sister Pwecious, she sooooo werry spechul to me and has been werry werry pawly with a really aggressib mouth cancer fur 6 monfs now.....she has coped wiv tenacity, strength, laffter and love and most of all her Mama Ellen and her furriends (and I like to fink her brovvas & sisters)......a while ago an auction was held by a group of people to raise money to help a pal Fifi Fish pay her vets bill as she had to have a weally big opewashun on her leg......up fur auction was a ''Moobie'' to made by my werry cleba brovva Nicholas Yorkshire....... here he be.......a wound ob applauze puhleaze folks. Soooooooo a group of us clubbed in and did a group bid of $200 which we knew would help our pal Fifi get her new bionic leg but would also help Pwecious habs an amazing moobie ob her and her pals......well 31 Aug waz da moobie premiere.....we all got dwessed up......here be da STAR ob da Moobie.....PWECIOUS How booootiful duz she look ? , da papawazzi waz out in full force but luckilee we habs a werry spechul security captain....none udder dan my brudda Dilly !!! He lookins sooooo werry regal and managed it all soooooooo wunnerfullly in fact I needs to mention sum werry spechul peoples........my sister ''Prinnie'' and my brudda ''Nicholas'', dey happens to be a couple and it was Prinnie who masterminded diz moobie Pwemiere and Nicholas who made da moobie so kan I habs a wound of applause puhlease diz iz what happened when dey came out !!! Nicholas & Prinnie - Hollywoods new dynamic duo I ebin wore a Tuxedo AND a Teeeeaaaaarrrrraaaa Many VIP's (Very important pups came to da Moobie)..............and we habs a lovely group shot here........... here be my brudda Giz pwesenting Pwecious wiv a rose.................... There waz just soooooooo many peoples dere ALL to see da ''MOOBIE STAR'' dat is Pwecious and see da moobie ob da decade so befure I shows youse any more piktures I woods like youse all to take a seat and get weddy for da most amazing film ''EVER''.........intwoducing ''Pwecious'' Soooooooo click da post ''Precious Final Take'' above diz one and get weddy (hope you habs sum popcorn). I willz gibs you sum time cuz it do be werry emoshunal but oooooh so werrrrrry spechul. Afta da filming we went on to da after-show Gala party where sum piktures juzz kabt be shown (BOL)......what happens at da Gala Partey stays at da Gala Partey............. One fink dat ebburywun agweed waz we sure duz have a new SUPER-Moobie Star !!!, da one.....the onlee, da imkompawable ''PWECIOUS'' !!!!!!!!!!!! Da crowds went wild and when we got into da venue fur sum dwinks and nibbles Pwecious herself and her lubb-shack boyfurriend did da most incwedible dance in fact I hear da producers from ''Dancing wiv da Starz'' is now in talks wiv Pwecious to appear on da next sewiez and I am sure youse kan all see why !!!, juzz breff-taking moovs and groovs on da dancefloor......loooooky dem. It truloo waz da most amazing night..........we all gottid togevva fur a wunnerful group pikture orchestrwated by da gawjus pawjus regal ''PRINNIE''...here we all iz Diz group contains sum ob da most spechul peoples youse will EBA kum to know on facebook and if you are lucky.....in real life......dey my friends......dey my family.....dey my world xxx We iz gonna finish dis post wiv da Moobie Star Pwecious who has ''ALWEDDY'' been awarded her Hollywood Star to be placed in da walk of fame............ and dese final words frum da STAR dat iz Pwecious when she left da theatre lazz night wiv her Mama Ellen....... Walks slowlee tew da door....gettins weady tu shut da lites off ins da Moobie Woom. Tewrns tu mama ans sez.....Mama, dis wuz one ob da bestist days ob me life. Let's go home ans snuggle fow a whilez mama. Always wemembew....fowebba yew ans me mama. *shuts lites off, howlds mama's hand ans fades intu da distance* THE END

Dilly comes to Devon !!!

Dilly's visit !!!! Ooooooh it was just so spechul and magical and I will hold it dear to my heart furever.......Dilly is my adopted brovva and is a werry spechul Daschund, when he was 6 years old he slipped 3 discs and dis did make him paralysed but his Mummy refused to gibs up on Dilly and went all out to care fur him, he has his own wheels ''Little Boy Racer'' and a pram for when he gets tired. When Dilly, his pop's Martin & Nana Pam arrived....before cominks into da house mummy took me out and we walked a bit wiv Dilly so we koods smell each ovva.......if we didnt do dat I might have been a bit growly and snappy wiv him juz cominks into my house cuz we neva met before.....we smelt each ova and even had a little kiss ! Den after a short walk Dilly came in da house firast to remove me as Alpha dog and daddy kept me on a lead....mummy sat on da sofa wiv Dilly....I wasnt happy but i had to be shown who was boss (juzz for a day)........den we all was ok and Dilly was juzz so happy, he kissed mummy !!!! He soooooooo friendly xxxx he a werry spechul doggy and kindness and goodness just comes frum his body ......... after we all had a good chat we den got in da car and went to da beach......Nana Pam had brought a pram she not need anymore fur when I get tired wiv my bad leg....I did like it and it waz very comfy and it has a sign too like Dilly's wheels, it says ''Cosmo's King of Bling Tour'' !!!.....den we all went onto da beach, Dilly wiv his wheels and WOW, he be sooooo fast he took over me !!! Oh my goodness sooooooo many people stopped him asking about him and fings but all were nice......... we had a wunnerful walk and da sun stayed out fur us and Dilly kept wunnings over to me.....I fink he weally liked me and we waz boff wearinks our Bowdanas from my Cosmo Couture collection.....soooooooo......den we went for a drink and relaxed in da sunshine boff Dilly and me in our prams. Our restaurant (dog friendly) was booked for 2pm.....by now I was soooo happy in it, it gonna weally help when my leg be bad and I fink it gibs mum a chance to be a mummy wiv a baby (giggles)....anyways.....we went to da restaurant and Dilly and I boff had a sleep in da pram but when ebburyone had finished dere lunch we woke up and lots of peoples wanted to kome and talk to us, spechully Dilly, he weallly is a superstar xxx We had anovva walk after lunch and den went home for coffee and we had gifts to open !!!! mummy got a mini rose-bush in a pot & it in da bedroom.....and she got a wunnerful watch on a brooch dat Nana Pam had seen mummy bidding for in an auction so Nana Pam did bid higher cuz she knew mummy wanted it so it was a surprise fur mummy !!! I got a toy, iz like a slinky, furry racoon I can shake, I got a rawhide shoe and sum treats......den mummy made Nana Pam cry (in a nice way) she had ordered a spechul...umm....''bespoke'' blanket made for Dilly wiv Dilly on it............dey allll loved it sooo werry much and I iz attaching a pikture ob it for you to see, arent dey juzz amazinks ? Soooooooooo after an hour or so dey all had to go as its over 3 hours driving each way.........werry long iznt it xxxxx but at da end of September mummy and me are going to Wales and we gonna stay for a few days wiv Nana Pam & Dilly !!!!! how amazinks will dat be ???, sooooooooo it was such a lovely day dat I will tweasure.....I hopes you all likes da blankie...I had one as a gift from my brovva Presley wiv a yorkie on it, we LOVE'S you all and will be back soon as I haz a werry spechul blog cominks up wiv a Moobie Pwemier.......watch dis space xxxxxxx MWAH, all our love Cos & mummy Dilly's Blankie My Raccoon toy being modelled as a scarf BOL and finally.....my hero, my brovva, my champion.......DILLY xxx who inspires me eburry day, xxxx I loves you Dilly.

Going for Gold !!!

Hello ebburypawdy, I has been werry busy building my ickle empire dat is ''Cosmo Couture'', new Bowdana designs and other exciting items we are creating so mummy has been werry lazy on da poota helping me wiv my blog........we has had a wunnerful few weeks going to da beach most days, itz a doggy friendly beach all year wound as da owners are a dog friendly family and its my most favourite place......me wuns and wuns and wuns for a werry long time......if dere was doggy Olympics we would deffo be a runner.......me haz a spechul pikture for da games.....Ah hopes you likes it and we gonna do a ''Postcard from da beach'' post werry soon.....I waving my paws to you all and blowing kisses to youse, all my luvs, Cosmo, da Olympic Yorky !!!

Pwecious and no...... not Precious !

This is Pwecious, my wunnerful sister.......it was her Barkday a while back and me sent her some special gifts juzz for her cuz she is poorly.......so I did send sum majikal fairwy dust......a spechul glass tube wiv a wish for her to use......a furry pink purse to put her most impartunt fings in and dis cupcake wiv her name on it.......don't she look juzz bootiful ? Me werry proud of her cause she fightin and fightin and well all helps by makin her smile and laff and juzz making sure she knows she is lubbed.....here be my sis wiv da west of her Gifts frum me and her ova pals............. It wood sure meanz a lot if you kood all keep her in your prayers for me......cuz prayers are werry powerful iznt dey and da more da prayers da stronger it be......fanks you my pals xxx and Pwecious.......me lubs you more dan chikken, beef and ebin sparklies, your loving brovva Cosmo.

Hoppity Easter

Hewwos my pals.....me sowwy I haz been away so long....I haz bin helping mummy ta get better.......me gettin ''werry'' eggcited fur EASTER !!!...me woods luvs ta be a wabbit.....what u finks ?

we werrrrrry happy fur Easter to come cuz we be going down to Devonshire Land too see our Gwandma who be 93 years young !!! she be juz amazing soze weze willz take piktures and post dem werry soon......now all da hoomanz....dontcha be eatin too much chocolate....makey sure da furbabies dont get any kuz it makes dem pawly......we woods be werry happy wiv some lamb or chikkin or boff !!!!! Baaaaaa haaaa haaaaa.....me gonna ''hop-off'' and Ize see's you werry soon.........me gonna go do my Thumper im'paw'sonation......Hippety Hop.

Cos 001- The Movie !

Fanks my brovva Nicky xxx

Shaken and Stirred by Brovvas in Arms Part 1

Soze, sum ob's youse nose I iz on boff facebook an twitter......innit....and I duz habs amazin furriends dat are werry impawtunt to me......some ob my spechul facebook furriends be mi Brovvas and sistas and dey be dere fur me frew fick and finn, so todays I gonna mentun two ob den and oba da next foo days I gonna menchuns me obbas cuz I soooo luckee i haz a few amazin bro's and sistas.......

Now my big bud Presley makes me laff so hard I duz a *whispers* bum burp and he alwaze haz me back fur me....he sure iz a ladies man an haz his ''babes'' but dem we werry goodlookin and iz eben a cennerfold in hiz werry own kalandar.

Here he be :

we iz bad boy brovvas and Pressers (he haz manee namez inkloodin da KING) iz a gentle sole weally but he dontz letz too manee peeps knowz diz cuz he got iz pack to pawtect an he haz ta keep his mummy Dawnee in chek ya see........he my Bro dough and I wuvs him.

Now me ickle Bro Nicky be a yorky like me, me and Nicky been Bro's fur a while and we goes on spechul abwentures but I kantz say no mores dan dat az itz werry secwet but youse may habs seen sum of dem on dis me blog ob mine....Nicky duz habs a wickle problim wiv medikashubns cuz he likez takin dem and iz alwayz on da look out fur wayze obs gettin dem....he onlee take doze kinda goin free and den chillz out i finks and kums up wiv ebin more fings ta do, Nicky iz werry andsum....looky (well...heze a yorkie !!!)

He lubs da ladies and cum to finks ob itz so does Pressers.....I kood habs a feme goin but daz fur anovva posting....soze Nicky be werry cleba wiv da poota, he duz amazin fings and is also a movie maker an a diwektor an pwodusser and livs in Amewica........werry wecently.....well i waz blownee away....Nicky did dun make a wideo obs me and I waz so werrrry happy...looky at the post below diz one and youse will see it......
mummy hadz da water cumin outta her eyez......iz a wunnerful fing to habs sumone dat kares about yer so muchly dat dey takes all diz time fur ya.......what wiv eburrywun wushin awound dese dayz...............here be da linky to de wideo anz i hopes youse likes it xoxo and a final note to Pressers an Nicky ''I WUVS YOU GUYS'' I willz alwayz habs your back and yuze will alwyz habs my luv xxxxxx

What Blog

Hewwwwwo's ebburyone......iz Cossie here anz I wanna say I sowwy fur da lack ob updates......mummy haz been werry pawly as most obs you knowz cuz she haz da crohns disease.....she had a werry bad few monfs and finally hadz her big operwashun at da end ob January.....iz a long wecovery but she at home nowz and westin up........weze slowly gonna beze on here more when mum iz feeling okays.....we haz missed ya and we is on facebooky a lotz more now as well.......to makey u smile here be a wecent pic ob me burfday out fit knitted fur me (burfday waz 1st Feb)....iz to keeps me warm.....here we goes